A stormy August sunset, a sweet and cuddly Rosie, and our favorite chocolate chip cookies! That about sums up August so far. We are at that point in the summer when I'm ready for school to start back soon. Charlotte is ready, too. Online homeschooling actually begins on September 3rd. I miss having a schedule. Some days I have to ask myself what day is it? I love summer, but August has been very hot and humid, and July, too. I'm slowly getting ready for fall and some cooler weather. I actually like fall, just not what comes after it - winter. What about you? Are you ready for a new season?
This summer has been very different for us not having my mom around. Charlotte and I both spent so much time with her, especially during the summer when school is out. There's definitely an emptiness there. And it's hard to believe it's been five months since she passed. She's very much missed that is for sure.
I had another post I was planning to post today from a recent day out and about, but I just felt like venting and sharing what's on my mind and how I'm feeling at the moment. Thanks for listening dear friends. I'm very thankful for all of you!
I have an acupuncture appointment tomorrow which I am looking forward to and we have a fun day of shopping and lunch at Charlotte's favorite restaurant - BrickTops planned for later this week. Be back soon!
Very, very sorry that you lost your mom. I lost mine two summers ago now and there's still a big hole. The cookies look very, very, very good.
ReplyDeleteI find the transition between the seasons can be quite hard. There are very early signs of a shift here, but the temperature is still saying it's summer. It must be even more difficult for you, this year.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you have some lovely things planned. Xx
It's so very hard when we're missing loved ones and it never really goes away, it's a case of adjusting, we do things differently but we still miss those who are no longer with us. The firsts are always the hardest though, the first birthday they're not here, the first Christmas, the first school holidays. September 3rd is my birthday, I sometimes returned to school on this day and always wished I'd been born just a little bit sooner so that my birthday fell during the holidays. I'm not ready for summer to end yet, it's my favourite season and though autumn can be lovely, it just makes me realise that winter, which I really dislike, is on its way.
ReplyDeleteI can relate to everything you said in this post, Julia! I feel the emptiness every day without my mom. Time is passing and I'm still in a state of disbelief. I don't think I'll ever feel "adjusted."
ReplyDeleteI'm ready for summer to end. I'm over the summer heat and ready for the crisp cold days of fall. Today I was even thinking I'm sick of my summer clothes! I'm ready for chunky sweaters and big wooly socks. John will be a senior this year and he's very much looking forward to that too. The beginning of the school year and getting back into a routine is always a fun time. Take care, my friend! Better (cooler) days are coming! xx
Big hugs Friend. I know one day I'll face that pain, as my Mom is in her late 70's. I just keep treasuring every day I have with her. I'm ready for Fall and all the beauty that comes with it. It will be a bittersweet one, though, as my daughter heads off far way for college. I guess that's the one inevitable thing always, isn't it? - change. Sigh I count blessings and try to enjoy each new chapter. Blessings sent to you! xoxo
ReplyDeleteDear Julia, I understand how life can feel off when our moms aren't here to laugh with, to talk with, to do for. You are in my prayers, my friend. You mentioned acupuncture. May I ask, do you deal with a lot of pain? The day you and Charlotte have planned sounds like a lot of fun. xx
ReplyDeleteHi Dianna. Your prayers are very much appreciated. Thank you! I wouldn't say I deal with a lot of pain (thank goodness) but I occasionally have a sciatica flare with my lower back and acupuncture really seems to help. I also like how I feel after a treatment - much more calm and relaxed.
DeleteThank you for letting me know. Sciatica can be so painful. I'm glad that the acupuncture helps you. And you are welcome for the prayers, my friend.
DeleteSummer is my favorite season. I am retired so everyday feels the same. I have to work at putting together a schedule of activities. This summer has been a little toooo hot. two days ago it finally started to cool off with high in the low 80's which is pleasant. The loss of a mother is always difficult and I'm sure there will times long after she has passed when you wish she was there. Sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteSchool definitely creates a schedule. I could use a little of that...even in this empty nest phase of life!! Fall does seem to set its own kind of schedule, though. I'm ready for that (the schedule...not fall!) I hope school restarting will help with the missing your mom so much. Enjoy the rest of August...and chocolate chip cookies:)
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry your mom passed away. My mom passed away also many years ago, and it's hard at times, especially when we go through things in life and wish they were present. I also have a grandbaby, Charlotte. Yes, Fall is my favorite season, and I actually love Winter up here in the mountains because it snows, but it gets soooo cold. Thank you for stopping by. You have such a charming blog, and it's nice to meet new friends.
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I'm sorry about your mum as you must have been a very close family. I am glad that she is not suffering any more and you can look forward to seeing her again one day. However it is still hard when special days roll round in our lives and those we love are no longer here. My son recently got married and it would have been such a thrill for my parents but I know they are watching from heaven. Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the very kind and thoughtful comment. We all miss my mom so much, but she's happily watching down on us from heaven and that gives me comfort and peace. And also knowing we will see her again someday.🙏
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